Ever since I was 3 years old, I loved ballet. I enjoyed the movement, the handwork and concentration. I felt free when I was in the studio. I felt as if I could do anything and had the strength to achieve the goals I had set for myself.
I began my dance career at a high level when I was around 5 years old. Even then my teachers were having me practice for competitions and shows. Little did I know dance would become such a huge part of my life. Every day I was in the studio, I strive to be better than I was before, stronger in my movements. There were ups and downs with my training, but I pushed through. Dance isn't just about having the right body or the best technique. Its about having the dedication to do your best. Even when you fail. There are times when you will fail and you won't want to continue, but that is when the real miracle happens. You get stronger than ever. There are times in my training where I don't want to try hard, where I don't want to go to class and impress my teachers. But if I learn to push my boundaries, I gain confidence and passion to do what I love. Passion is what its all about. Ballet is nothing without passion.
For the past 5 years, I have been in many performances and competitions that require so much dedication and hard work, but as you step on stage and smile into the crowd you have to remember why you started dancing and what you are dancing for. That burning fire in your heart to be the very best you can, that is passion. There is a quote that I always stick to, "Dancers are not great for their technique, they are great because of their passion for it." This quote means the world to my dance career and has kept me going when I feel like failure is all I ever have. But when you look past all the negatives in training, you see the other side where you become the person you've strived to be. Whether its a professional ballerina, or a dancer just taking class you are the passion that keeps your career moving.
This last winter I was Clara in the Nutcracker for the first time. My teacher would tell me during rehearsals, "Dance with your heart. Show the audience that you're a young girl that loves to dance." I pushed my limits and danced with my heart during those performances and it made all the difference. So, for all you dancers out there not knowing where to go or having a time of hopelessness, think about why you started in the first place and how much you love what you do. Dance to express not to impress. Don't worry about what others think, dance for yourself. I know that is hard to do, but if you push your borders I guarantee you will achieve those goals you have always wanted.